Eleventh grade, we are good friends, his tall, big, smile is the sun, temper. We learn together, with the drawing, similar to mountain climbing, to share good music, often to chat, talk about was in pitch darkness, I remember once the class organization all the movies, or riding his bike to bring me to see the movie. Be Gucci the envy of other girls died. What a wonderful time of the day ah!
Middle School that year, we are afraid of other people's gossip, and gradually grew apart. I found started to like him, but common sense dictates that I can not talk love, to study hard. We did not talk a whole year together, did not say a word. Until complete entrance.
I was admitted to a university close to home, he get the job, and review.
Although the new school with new classmates, but I will miss him.
Freshman winter, New Year's Eve, suddenly received his card and letter at the beginning of a direct call my name the last word, it has been said, very much like to see me. We started communication. No denali jacket mention of love.
The following spring, he suddenly went to our school, asked the villagers where I am, to meet said, has not your message, I thought you went to Singapore. At that time our school projects to study in Singapore. He asked me why I did not go to Singapore, I say that because something happened at home. He asked this question several times. We turn a long day at school, forget what to say, and just remember was windy, and spring the wind always carries the dust. Later I sent him away, he drove out good far, he has been waving at me.
That I did not say anything, but my mind was more of a care.
That year he was enrolled at a university the provincial capital.
Second year of a winter night, I finished dinner, went to the post office not far from the school to call him, the way in to the post office and nervous, I like to crush on him more than two years, and tonight I'm going to him asserts, but before that, I wrote to him that my feelings. But more than a week later, I have Circular saw blade not received a reply from him, nor his phone. I so do not go, because I can not continue to put up with his ambiguous attitude towards this.
Call him, he muttered that is inappropriate, or continue to be friends.
From the post office only to feel thoroughly out of the biting cold heart and lung, a girl walking in the way back to school, lonely and helpless. After many years, I can clearly recall that night, but also a chainsaw chain vague feeling that really hurt heart.
Since that night, I could not contact him before, though once he came after the letter. I did not watch, has been in a drawer, go home before the winter break, finishing something, burned.
Seven years have passed, we could never contacted, and perhaps throughout it all, I foolishly sentimental.
Because of him, I have not talked about love in college, or have been quietly thinking about him. While no hope.
Many years later, I wow cd key still think he will. But the man gradually blurred, leaving only a shadow. He would dream, dream he told me blind, tumble. Wake up and felt very uncomfortable.
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